这南方绵绵的大雨要下到什么时候呢？
六七月的夏季，美丽的南方却如此潮湿
好似我的心情
想念那雨过后空气的清新和美丽的阳光

每个人都是上帝，都得好好伺候着！

转眼就已经过去了半年，整日忙忙碌碌，身心皆有些疲惫。但却有感觉到终日碌碌无为，每每静下心来，就会觉得害怕，那一刻才发现其实内心深处也是如此的缺乏安全感。长叹一口气，忽然很想停下脚步，静下心来，看几本书，沉淀一下，考虑考虑未来，那心底的忐忑是需要去抚平的，是需要静思片刻了！

只是无意中又回来blogcn看看,才发现原来换了新的界面,新的wordpress, blogcn终于也做了更新了,似乎已没有过去那样蜗牛速度的感觉了.我决定又回来,继续在这里续写.毕竟这个博客我坚持了很多年了!不能轻易放弃!

这个周末会安静的呆在家中
看看书，整理整理房间
不太想出去了
昨天夜里去电影院看了洛杉矶之战
不错的电影，心情不错
也算是有了放松
前天去银行还信用卡
才发现上月花了太多钱了
也是该好好节制下自己的花钱习惯了
晚上艾米把借我的DVD还了过来
we just said hi,then we said goodbye
maybe we will never meet again
人生有的时候就象一出戏
你不知道是以何种方式开始
你也不知道会是以何种方式结束
明天周日，真希望天气可以好些
我希望自己可以找回更多的激情
更多的热忱！
太平静的心让人害怕！

最近工作压力实在是太大了
现在的我都有点不敢打开邮箱
害怕看到那些充满火东篱把酒黄昏后药味的email
今天在家睡了一天
眼睛发酸，一直犯困，我才意识到真的是累了！
一旦出差，肯定是会缺睡眠的
一直忙忙碌碌
一直尽力去做好自己的职责
最害怕的就是这样努力的付出
最终却毫无结果
来了这样的公司，才明白到结果是多么的重要
不管你的过程如何艰辛和努力
没有结果，你就是没有达到要求
渐渐的也开始在成长
那些觉得不会有结果的事情
也会去放弃或是置之一旁
不知道这样是好还是坏
环境逼迫人改变
要想在所处的环境里快速突出
就得适应这环境，并有所作为
总是感觉自己缺某些性格特点，自己才一直未有所突破
于是一直纠结！
年纪越来越大
已经不可以肆意的放纵
工作的成就，生活的压力
那天经销商请喝酒
一聊天，我没房没车没女朋友
不说自己，连问的人自己都觉得问错了问题
今天广州下了一天的雨
讨厌潮湿的雨天，非常讨厌
心里有些乱
在听音乐！
不知道想表达什么
但是好想找个出口
仅此而已

I guess I'm not brave enough,too much concern on things which are not important.And those thoughts are preventing me from presenting the real me.Third day in new company,pressure increased when a colleague asked me what i have done in the past 3 days,competition exists in everywhere.you got high salary,then you also got high pressure.More hardworking needs to be paid in the future.
Just be more brave and be more confident!

Reported to the new company,it's the first time for me to work with tieing a tie.Generally,it went really well.HR was very kind to me and made a short introduction to the history of the company.Then,IT staff gave me a trainning on how to use inner network and lotus system.All the impression on me was professional.I felt lucky to be one of this company.After all this,HR took me to my supervisor.He is kind and professional too,also made a short introduction on our group and my future working direction,fortunately,he still asked me to do what i used to do.At least,it's not far away from what i expected.Really happy about that.
But I think there were some details which i was a little bit careless.In all,not so good,not bad.
This job is really a good chance for me to improve myself.I felt pressure now.The salary is good,of course,the pressure is also great.
Just go on and keep on trying!
A wise man should grasp every chance to step forward.
Just be more brave.!

When I was wanderging around some friends' blog,I suddenly realised that i couldn't give up writing my blog.Even though there are some problems in blogcn.com,i'd better keep on writing my diaies here,after all,this blog was the only one since I began my career.
If there is no big problem,I think I will face new chanllenge again,really a big chanllenge for me now,new start,new city,new job,and new colleagues.
Work more hard,and keep on studying.
All for success at some day in the future.

别着急！
耐心点！